Friday, November 27, 2009

new blog.

http://johnieee.blogspot.com/

Monday, September 21, 2009

it's been a while.......

yessir. i can't even remember the last time i used this blog thing. but as far as how my life is going, it's been crazyy. imma miss the dance practices, all the times we joked around.... man good times. "hoo! hah! hidouken!" i watched the video like 6 times... and it's weird. i've never seen myself crump before.... need to work on that. haha. i've been pretty active lately, which is always a good thing. if i'm not at school, i was at practice. when i'm not dancing, i'm doing homework. when i'm doing neither of those things, i'm singing. haha. it all helps keeping my head straight...

hmmm. as for the *ahem* girl, i'm kinda feeling weird about it. i'm starting to feel a bit of animoscity from... the "last one". we haven't talked in a while, and yeah. well, i just wanna say i'm sorry it wasn't working out. maybe i rushed into this stuff too fast... but i want you to know that you were seriously the first girl to make me feel good about myself... i never thought that someone like you would even think about going out with someone like me... and even though we don't talk much anymore, i just wanted to say thank you. =]

as for "this girl", i'm not sure completely about where its at. i mean, we talk pretty much everyday and we see each other all the time. but it doesn't help that her parents don't know about me. i'd rather just go straight up to them, and ask their permission myself... as for us, i mean, we still haven't gone out. and it's weird with her. one day, she'll stare and smile, talk and hang out with me... but like today, i get ignored. whatever. and our conversations.... well... kinda... hit the borderline a lot. haha.

i told myself i wouldn't need a gf this year... that by college i'll be good.

haha. lamee.